There are many things to be done, but not all of them are really important, moreover when you see it from the view of Islamic thoughts. Hence, choose what Allah is more pleased with your deeds. Do close to perfect what you're doing, then move to another thing you are ordered to!

Ya Allah if this is the best for me, make me be firm with this choice what You have chosen for me. 'cause surey Your guidance is the best guidance ever. ameen...

Today I received a message from one of my friends. It's a little story about an apple three with a little boy. The story is so touchy. It tells about how is the love of our parents to us. subahanallah... That is the way how Allah love us by sending people around us who treat us more than we deserve....
After reading that message... I really miss my parent who now stay away from me... Ya Allah... bless them with Your love in this world and in the hereafter. Hopefully I can be the kind daughter as a pious girl who can help my parents in their way get Your ridho... ameen...

Did I change positively or negatively?